i thought going away would solve all our problems. but it was not to be, i thought if i stopped talking to you, our lives would revert back to normal. it did, but it just didn’t feel right.
i tried to ignore that feeling, and it just keeps on back. you just keep appearing in my mind. i tried distracting myself by being busy with other stuff, which all but succeeded in helping me rid my mind of those feelings. whenever i see you i feel a sense of euphoria, that you’re still there and that i can still have a chat with you. but whenever i don’t see you, i get paranoid, worried if something has happened to you or not. or if that chat would be the last one we’ll ever have.
i must be going insane.
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